Accepting Applications for Boyfriends, Now

I almost made it through Valentines Day lovin life!!

ALMOST.

2 hours and 15 minutes left and facebook and all the happy couples eager to show their love to the cyber world do me in!

Damn technology

Combine that to the fact that my "valentine" (lol my friend) has a date tonight, I went to visit her room where my other friend and her boo were hanging out and my other friend was complaining of all the guys she had textin her lol

GOOD Lord! I gotta find a man this is just too much

How's Your Attitude?

A little dramatic at parts but the inspiration is still there

Who woulda thought

Found this on Postsecret

So I began reading Post Secret in 8th grade after I got one of the books. Once I got to college I began reading EVERY Sunday :) One of my rituals I never forget
Every so often I see one that I do not personally have experience with but it still breaks my heart that someone is holding this secret in.

This is one.
:(
I can't imagine loving someone who is addicted to hurt and drama.
I can't imagine loving someone so much that you would rather leave them than hurt them, even if the hurt is what they are looking for.
I can't imagine loving someone.




But on the bright side I bought my first Valentines Day gift EVER and I have a Valentine for the first time :)
It is for my single friend Amanda and I couldn't be more excited!
No Homo

Why is Everyone getting Married

Before I start into this let me just say my view on marriage:
All my life I thought I wanted to get married, have 3 kids, with a house and a dog, etc. But after I really thought about it-and saw others do it- I realize that is the last thing I want. I mean yea marriage that'd be cool but I CANNOT stay in one place to raise kids. I want to move around do tons of things and not just have a life revolving around bills, taking kids to practice and school, and just trying to survive to the next week.
So there are two ways to look at this.
Either I am selfish.
Or I am a free spirit. (ew that sounded lame) Independent?

Lol but anyways the point it that I am not going to be that typical suburban housewife. I may get lonely if I see all my friends with kids and stuff but really I can't see myself being happy that way.
Take my parents for example, they always wanted to go to Europe but never could because they had 4 kids. Now I see my good friend talk about how she is going to Europe but at the same time she says she is going to have kids ASAP. Am I the only one who does not think this will work out?

Whatever, not my place to say. But the only thing that prompted this post is that this guy I think is very attractive and that I am working closely with for this semester is married! Not that I am trying to get with him lol but it's just SO not my thing.

ps. Military and Mormons are the most eager to get married. Just an observation :)

(Wow sorry this post went nowhere, it was just ramblings haha)

Not Your Typical Athlete

I try really hard not to be the typical athlete.
-I get good grades
-I get good grades by DOING the Work and putting Effort in (not cheating)
-I don't wear my practice clothes to school
-I don't wear clean t-shirts and basketball shorts as school clothes
-I hate partying with athletes
-I stick more to the indie/stoner crowd (but I don't smoke bc we get drug tested)
-I try not to post a lot of status' or facebook updates about sports
-I do put up pictures of me playing but that's bc sometimes a quality profile picture is hard to find!!
-And finally I try not to post on here about sports--even though it has slipped out once or twice :/

But tonight I can't help it...It just sucks that something you put so much effort and time into and love so much makes you hurt and hate yourself.
Like this sounds over dramatic but really...
I run before or after practice, I show up early to get extra in and leave late because I need to practice things that didn't feel right in practice.
I am already a starter but I am the hardest worker. It's easy for me to say this because it is true. But tonight none of my extra work paid off and I just felt like I was the worst player out there.
That obviously wasn't the case but I expect to win easily when I work so hard and I know that sometimes that just isn't the case.

I know a "real hard core athlete" would never admit this but right about now I am thinking maybe I hit my peak? Maybe I made the most of my physical talents and to ask for more is impossible.

To that I say FUCK IT.
I'm getting better everyday. Hell yea tonight sucked but it will help me later on.
Wow this one post just made me change my whole outlook on this shitty situation.
I am better than that and I am going to prove it. I didn't hit my peak I have just started climbing motherfuckers.

I really wish I cared about the Superbowl

I just can't seem to make myself!!

When I was younger I would watch it for the commercials, food, halftime show, and family.

But since I have gone to college I don't watch it.

At this very moment I have nothing AT ALL to do and still don't want to watch it.

And I am not one of those girls who can't watch sports. I can watch football and understand it lol

Superbowl is awesome and all but I feel like it is where all the bandwagon fans come out

"Nobody Sleeps While I'm Awake"

Going out tonight

Probably the last for a while because season is about to start.

I tool a 3 hour nap sooooo people better watch out!!

I am not drinking, I am not drinking, I am not drinking

Empty calories, bad karma.....you will probably read my post tomorrow saying "I shouldn't have drank" lol oh well

That's what college does to ya

A Very Merry Unbirthday To Me!!

Last night on facebook I changed my birthday to today.

I have at least 60 "happy birthdays" and about 10 "Your such a liar" 5 "This is funny"
and 3 "Umm happy birthday if it is really today"

hahaha try it see what you get!

Some girl I went to elementary school with noticed. She said my birthday parties were always around Halloween so it couldn't be my birthday.

A lot of my best friends caught it.

One girl I actually celebrated my birthday with texted me Happy Birthday

A second text said "I was going to call you and say happy birthday butI got hit by a car..." haha long story

One girl I DO NOT KNOW AT ALL (like literally some random girl that asked to be my fbook friend) said "It's not your birthday" creep right?

My younger sister said "Happy Birthday! Love You!" and my older sister commented seriously? haha

I got three private messages saying Happy Birthday

Ahhhh great stuff :) I needed some spice to my life.

Group Projects = Horseshit for Good Students & Easy A for FuckTards

My teacher assigns a group project. She ALSO assigns who we will be working with.

When my group 1st meets I am give out my email address and get theirs.
The project is basically like we all make a list of books and them compile them together to make one big list (expected page # is 50+, so yes killing trees)

I ask "who wants to be the person that we all email?"

EVERYONE JUST FUCKING STARES AT ME.
Really? Just because I am the one doing the talking now I am by default the one who has to make the list?

whatever I want to say, "Sure you lazy asses I will put the list together. It's not like I am a student-athlets that has practices and less time than the rest of you fucking normal students."

But I dont...
I say "Email me your parts by the end of the weekend.

Now I have a life so naturally I didn't check my email Sunday night.

I got 2 emails Monday and then NOTHING.
wow didn't fucking see that coming.

So I call up the one guy who is my friend and tell him to get me his shit because it is due Tuesday. When does this toolbag send it? Monday night 11pm.

And the second guy never emails me shit. He comes ad sits by me in class and says "yea I didn't do anything"

MEAN-FUCKING-WHILE I am putting my list in Alphabetical order with the other two lists....DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA HOW LONG IT TAKES TO ALPHATIZE 30 PAGES? All fucking day.

So what I wake up early to put the list together but the toolbag sent it in the wrong format so I can't open it. So I try and tell him and his girlfriend (also my good friend) says "Oh he's at football practice so I will do it for him."
Shit not my problem so she prints out his list to just add to the back of the original.

At this point I DGAF I don't put their names on the assignment and I am sitting in class bc we have to present our lists.

Well toolbag's girlfriend went up and presented her list ans LOW AND BEHOLD they have exactly the same list. Football Player = Plagerizer = why everyone thinks all athletes are dumb.

We get lucky though and don't have to present so both the slackers tell me they will send me their lists. I just got them...Toolbag still plagerized his but FUCKTARD goes and copies a website (amazon.com) and it's booklists and sends it to me. Uuuuhhhh What? I have to do this for you?

So that is where I am at now.

My other friend in this class (she is very smart) s havinng the exact same problem with her group--except the girl giving her problems is also on our team.

WooooW I AM SOOO HEATED RIGHT NOW!!
CanyaTell?