I Need To Learn How To Cook

Blaaah I can't cook.
Well I Can Cook...but no one else would find it appetizing
I literally just throw stuff together and call it a meal
It looks like mush
and our oven is like 7billion degrees too hotter than it's supposed to be so I can't use it...
And I'm too cheap to buy food to cook with!

But I can make some mean garlic mashed potatoes









For the record I did not cook what this picture looks like...
actually this looks better than what I cook looks like :(

It is 1:30am and I AM TOO EXCITED TO SLEEP!

Why?

Because I (hopefully) am getting my hair done tomorrow!!!
yes haha I know total girl thing to get excited over

BUT! My whole life I have had short hair--shoulder length or shorter. For some reason my hair is now past my elbow!! Super long and I love it but it is kinda dead lol

So I have literally just decided (like literally) that since I do not have a final tomorrow that I will call up the keeper of the credit card (Mama!) and explain to her my unfortunate circumstances (I am a master with words when it comes to shit like this)

Hopefully if she says yes (99% likely...no 100% likely!) then my long strawberry blond hair will be transformed into a (still long) dark brown, with layers and side bangs style....dramatic change?

Eh I DO WHAT I WANT!!! hehehe It's like an early Christmas Present! New Hair!!

Go Check Out This Website

I don't get into serious topics too often here but I'm kinda curious about this.
Check out this website & watch some of the videos (Chase Utley from the Phillies is one of them)
http://www.iamsecond.com/
Anyhoo just seems weird that these people all had an epiphany when they needed God.


My Relationship with God Cliffnotes Version:
1.Blindly believed because I was raised that way
2. Met some "believers" who were very close-minded or hypocritical
3. Decided I was tired if feeling guilty for "letting God Down"
4. Decided to live for me
5. Didn't believe (to the dismay of my family) for about a year
6. I prayed...well more like talked to God...for the first time in a year and he gave me a miracle. Yea Corney but truth!
7. Now I am slowly trying to get back that unwaivering faith in Him

I'm trying alright....I get points for that.

Wonderful!!!

I am currently listening to Christmas Music
and eating Spicy Ahi Poke
my life is complete.


Oh yea and studying for statistics :) double win



NOOOOT

but still :)
I DON'T HATE IT

The Song that Literally Makes Me Turn into Superwoman

Sure it's not really singing..more like girl rapping and sure I could sing it just as well....But HELLO that's the point! So I can sing along to a song that is saying exactly what I'm about to do!!


:)
Lesszz Go!!

Don't Wish, Don't Start...Wishing only Wounds the Heart

Don't dream too far
Don't lose sight of who you are
Don't remember that rush of joy
He could be that boy
I'm not that girl


Don't wish, don't start
Wishing only wounds the heart
I wasn't born for the rose and the pearl
There's a girl I know
He loves her so
I'm not that girl

Last Call

Sorry Christmas time turns us single people a little Emo at night :) Bear with me


If it was this easy to let love in then the lonely late night blog posts would vanish
and florists everywhere would be swimming in the hard-earned cash of hopeless romantics.

If we had a "Love Button" then God's despondent prayer traffic would dwindle.
Our tears would taste sweeter...our smiles would last longer...our heads would be in the clouds.

But we don't.
We have to learn on our own. We have to make mistakes and take chances.
There aren't any chances with a "love button" so when your love comes...it's expected.
It's not a pleasant surprise.

What's better than seeing someone you think is way out of your league and having them think the same thing about you?

It's tough to see couples everywhere I go.
It's tough to hear love songs and not know what the feelings they are describing feel like.
It's tough knowing there is no one to go home to.
Closing time.

Text From Last Night

(315):
So i just bought beer on a credit card, using a fake ID, while wearing my nametag from work. All 3 have different names on them. God i love my boobs



I am well aware that this is being posted right after I posted about Finals and studying...its a coincidence I swear haha I just found this a tad funny

Finals Next Week

Yea Yea we are all tired of reading our friend's facebook status' about how finals are slowly killing them and blah blah blah

But this is my blog is it not? Therefore I reserve the right to complain about finals in the most non-complaining way...Deal With It :)

I KID YOU NOT I studied nonstop today! from 9:30am till 10:30pm. I changed location 3 times and ate two meals and facebooked for maybe 30minutes total but other than that I was a STUDY ANIMAL!!

I was in the zone and it was very much needed.
#1 my statistics teacher is a dimwit and I had to re-teach myself the whole semester...which I did and now I feel like I can become a Doctor and preform open-heart surgery tomorrow
#2 My two finals on Monday have a SHIT-TON of material that I hafta cover but no biggie I don't mind memorizing facts as long as no numbers or dates or formulas are involved :)

Soooo yes I have a Christmas party to go to tomorrow but then me and my friend decided we might study into the night...
I sound like such a nerd right now
Whatever sound like a nerd now but act like a genius when grades come out.

CANNOT WAIT TILL THURSDAY AT 4pm aka when I am FREE for Christmas Break!!

My Kinda Man

Even though it is girly handwriting...but that's ok I write like a boy I'll admit it

My first Christmas Gift this Year

Is a coffee maker...hahaha
With Kona Coffee...and gum for the coffee breath (damn she thought of everything!)

This could either be a really good thing or a really bad thing.

Either way with finals next week I can guarantee you it will get a lot of use!

I should really go buy some milk or creamer because black coffee is for depressed people.

JOKE joke! simmer down

ps. I was looking for like a cool picture of a girl studying with coffee (ya know to look like me or whatever) but this dude is pretty darn easy on the eyes

I am beginning to think

I was made to be alone.


No pity party here I'm just thinking out loud :)

How many prayer's like this does God get per night?

Bedtime Prayer:

Now I lay me down to sleep,
I pray for a man who's not a creep.

One who's handsome, smart and strong.
Who's not afraid to admit when he is wrong

One who thinks before he speaks.
When he promises to call, he doesn't wait six weeks.

I pray that he is gainfully employed,
Won't lose his cool when he's annoyed.

Pulls out my chair and opens my door,
Massages my back and begs to do more.

Oh send me a man who will make love to my mind.
Know what to say when I ask "How fat is my behind?"

One who'll make love till my body's a' itchin'
He brings ME a sandwich too, when he goes to the kitchen.

I pray that this man will love me to no end,
And never compare me to my best friend.

Thank you in advance and now I'll just wait,
For I know you will send him before it's too late.

Amen

That Darn Poncho!

Just bought this poncho thing today (I need to stop shopping!)
I bought it with my early morning surfing sessions in mind. Ya know, just to throw over my bathing suit when it's cold before the sun comes out and what not.

Anyhoo after I bought it I said to my friend, "I am gonna wear this on New Years and sulk so everyone will know I am upset." ((sidenote: I will NOT be home on new years which I am quite mad about so yes I am planning out my sulking))

Is it weird that this poncho makes me feel dark? Like I am wearing it now and I am like semi-depressed! I don't really have a reason to be and I love this jacket (super comfy).

It's like "The Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants"
EXCEPT:
-its a poncho
-I am not sharing it with anyone
-I am not traveling
-I do not foresee it making flawless,hot,exotic men swoon over a girl in a poncho

...ok so it is not at all like that movie but I swear this Poncho has Powers!
Maybe it's because it's a guy's jacket. (yea second post on something I bought in the men's section but I swear that's it I wear girl clothes)

I want to take it off and see if my somber mood clears up
But it's SO COMFY and I like feeling mellow!

Everyone has a piece of clothing like this right? A mood changer?

You know those nights when...

You intend on being responsible and only having a few "social" drinks....then some crazy person kills your plans by convincing you that the next drink will be better then the one in your hand haha
and before you know it you need a DD to drive you home but everyone you call says "I'm drunk...come over here!"
haha yea it just might be one of those nights

Last Home Football Game aka time to get all my tailgating in till next year!!

((Yes I know it is not night time yet buuuutttt I am a professional, trust me I will be out all night))

A(freaking)DORABLE

I don't care if they are men's shoes I make them look better ;)