You know that song HOT 'N COLD by Katie Perry?
I am definitely guilty of being that right now lol
But I feel justified because I am not really supposed to be in a relationship with this guy in the first place soooo I think it is just my conscious trying to make things right...when I go cold.
But when I go hot, damn I have some bad thoughts...some homewrecking thoughts and I HATE thinking that way!
It sucks that as of right now I am so afraid of going Hot again that I cannot even respond to his texts...idk what I'm gonna do when our date rolls around :(
Every time I try to stay cold in person he fricken melts me!
Grrr...
except I hope I don't get hot too late when we both are home for the holidays :( that would be ROUGH.
Wow. Well good luck!!
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