Having One OF Those Nights...

When I am missing no one

:(

Never Fails at Cheering me Up

This is from www/givesmehope.com and it makes me smile


"Today my school had a fire drill.

I was standing outside with one of the most popular football players, when a Down Syndrome girl came up to him and wanted to hold his hand b/c she was scared.

Happily, he held her hand in front of all his friends back to class.

His soft side in front of his boys GMH"

If you don't know this website you should REALLY check it out :)
Have a Greeaaat Day!

I am so torn

My friend texted me last night and told me her dad hit her. She said he said he wanted to kill her. I have known this girl for 5 weeks and now she picks me to tell this to. I told her that it was not okay and she needed to get out of that house-- I offered to go pick her up.
She is trying to move into the dorms here but her dad pays her bills so he won't pay for that...I am on an athletic scholarship and want to give up part of my scholarship to help her. I was about to call my coach and tell him this when I decided I should ask my parents since they are the ones who would be picking up the tab so to speak.
I called my mom and told her and she made a point that hadn't crossed my mind..."Do you believe her?" Of course I believed her! but she makes a good point, how well do I know her. I mean what if she was exaggerating? I am still going to help her because I would rather take the chance of being taken advantage of than letting her get hurt
...
I don't know what to do. I have 3 roommates that I live with. I am not sure how they would feel if I brought in my friend to sleep on our couch :/
Why do parents have to be so dumb sometimes,,,,don't treat your kids like shit.
This girl is the most happy, optimistic girl I have ever met. I have never seen her upset or sad and she is HILARIOUS....no one deserves this but damn she hid it well.

It always makes you feel good when...

...someone you think is cute tells you that he thinks you are too :)
especially if you're not typically one of those girls who gets told that a lot

:) He made my night

Military Men THANK YOU

Military guys are 10x hotter than everyone else.
Is this just me?
Is it the short hair combined with muscles?
Nooo I was surrounded by hundreds of them this weekend and I'm pretty sure it might be the fact that they have direction in life.
Mabye its not that either...
All I know is that this guy was giving me the look on a 12 hour flight today and I tried to ignore it but the second he got up to grab is luggage and it was a military bag I thought I'd made a mistake haha

If you are having women trouble....join the military
If you are in the military....call me

Cleaning up My Act

I am going to stop drinking.
It's not like I am a drunk or anything like that.
I just want to see what it's like being the sober one at the party
Empty calories and hangovers sometimes aren't worth it
I may have a friend mad at me :( bc I cockblocked her...well she is gay so I vaginablocked her? haha
I mean sure college is reason enough to drink all the time but I'm gonna test my willpower.
College = Drunk nights :) But I am taking a month off...
I will not drink for a month :)
CAN DO

FML

2 Tests Next Week!
Way to steal my weekend school.

Want to feel like a Bad Ass?

Play this song to turn your swag on...
Definitely the soundtrack to my walk to class haha

Warm Up

No school till 3pm
All Day at the Beach!!
Lunch at THE SLOWEST SUBWAY EVER
--Took her 1 minute to clean up a drop of sauce
--Took her 10 minutes to find a new kife
A little sunburned
Watching One Tree Hill reruns
practice later
:)

This is like a warm up to school day after the 3 day weekend :)

Good Monday Morning

If you are gonna blast your music
so EVERYONE in a mile radius can hear you
make sure you have legit music playing
like my neighbors do right now :)

I got in!

Ok so 2 months away from my 21st birthday....
Last night we were all cruising and drinking but some other girls who wanted to meet us (long story) were at a bar and I am the only one who can't get in.
Welp I ended up having an i.d. that looked like me and we went for it.
HOWEVER I never had to use it. My friend went in before me, got a wristband, came out and took it off carefully then put it on my wrist :)
And it was a different guy working the door when we came in aka PERFECT
So my first bar experience was cool but were were there like 15 minutes
THe girls we went to meet were on their way out
A fight had just gotten the cops called
and we had definitely had enough to drink
:)
Now I am off to run off all those unnecessary calories

Eyebrows waxed!

Yaaaya I feel like a woman again :) hahaha

Love Rihanna... . .. .... ..

Niceeee song! No Homo Rihanna is def not batting for the other team :)

Was that a Miracle?

Not to get into too much of a deep subject but I am pretty sure I have previously written about my view of God. Here is the cliff notes version:
-I was born Catholic
-Raised going to church every Sunday
-Went to a Catholic School for my first 14 years of schooling (aka until college)
-Met a girl who was one of those "I-AM-BETTER-THAN-YOU-BECAUSE-I-HAVE-FOUND-GOD" people
-Decided that she was brainwashed by her family into thinking God was the only way
-Decided I had been to and needed to find God on my own
-Stopped believing in God....and liked it
-Mostly I liked not feeling guilty for 'letting Him down'

Ok, are we all caught up now? Well guess who witnessed a miracle two days ago and now by default HAS to believe in God because of it....yours truly. Ok so the thing was that I had been feeling guilty about dumping this guy a while back and had been wishing I could tell him sorry and maybe get him back (if you read my last post you know this is no longer the case). I had never prayed to God about this because I had stopped believing in hum by then. So two nights ago I prayed for the first time in about 6 months.
I said something along the lines of "I still don't know if I believe in you but I really want this guy to text me. I am not saying if he texts me I will believe in you I am just saying that I really want him to, and since it has been so long it is HIGHLY doubtful he will." So yea I went to bed.
The next day during lunch I get a text from him. SWEAR TO GOD. Like seriously what are the chances of that happening? The day after I pray for this it happens after I spent months WISHING it to happen! Am I wrong in thinking this means I have to believe in God now? I mean I want to but dayum I can't think of any other instance when my prayers have been answered so immediately (save one). The chances of this happening are slim to none so I am going to take it as The Big Man Upstairs saying "Dammit Stephanie I am here you better start believing in me again because I am sick of persuading you too!"

Haha oh and God has a sense of humor too. He granted my prayer then blindsided me with the whole "Be careful what you pray for" thing by turning my guy into a douschbag. :)

Either way I believe in God because of this encounter (even though I wish it would have happened later on) I can't ignore signs like this. And if I had heard a story like this from another person I either would not have believed it or I would think that the person was a straight toolbag. So think what you wish but DAMN it was cool!