Phew Glad that's over

Ok so for my loyal followers....all 3 of you (doubtful any of you three are reading this haha) you have seen my occasional lonely regretful post. Welp let me tell you that all that is OVER! Me crying over a lost love? Yea we just reconnected and let me tell you I made the right decision ending things.
I truly thought I didn't for about 6 months but now I see that I was just missing SOMEONE not missing HIM.
I don't know if he was trying to get back at me for ending things but he was borderline arrogant with hints of wanting me back.
Either way I am done with him and men in general...if I end up being a spinster who disappears every now and then to go on crazy adventures then that is A-okay with me :)

Those were yesterday's feelings...

I wish I knew if he would take me back...
I wonder if he still thinks about us
I feel he does but I don't have the balls to find out for sure :(
I made the biggest mistake of my young life and he tried to stop me...
On lonely nights like these I feel like the biggest IDIOT

Time goes by a lot slower when you miss the one you love.

Watch this without smiling. NOT POSSIBLE

Cheers me up every time :)

“The road to truth is long, and lined the entire way with annoying bastards.”

My best friend annoys the crap outta me sometimes.

Is that normal? It might be because we are so comfortable with each other...whatever.

But last night we took some shots together and were just talking and she pretty much fell asleep on me :( so I left and she freaked out because she thought I was mad at her

I ended up running into my other friend and went to his party and it was an EPIC night...maybe because I wasn't with her? because we do go to all parties together but I like going alone :)

Oh and then later I was using her computer and she had been looking up "Broken Friendship" quotes. Not being rude but I am her only friend sooooo yea. She needs to chill out

Stressballs!

Here are my stressballs that when combined with PMSing hormones = tears. But the waterworks are over and I am good to go!
1. Life after college...will I be happy with my job?
2. College now...am I taking the right classes? Will I pass?
3. Softball...Should I practice more or study more?
4. My body...am I eating too little and working out too much or should I work out more.
5. My roommate...I am convinced she doesn't like me so I don't care anymore :)
6. Home...yea yea I miss it and my family :(
7. Romance...when will this dry spell be over :/

Ok enough feeling sorry for me
put a smile on aka fake it till you make it

All Moved in

I arrived on Friday and now it is Sunday. All my shit is unpacked and now I am just waiting for class to start.
My choice to not live with any of my friends is so far turning out to be an okay move. Trus, I would be a lot more comfortable and maybe happier if my close friends were my roommates but I think I am making new friends now. Out of the 3 roommates I have I like Amanda the most. She is a transfer and doesn't really know anyone so she is super friendly and nice. Pua is my other roommate and from what I can tell she is very friendly but I don't run into her much. Now Jessi is the one whom I am actually sharing a bedroom with and so far she is the loudest of us but I guess that is better than not talking at all. So roommates = success.
School = sucks
I seriously felt like crying when I drove up to school and I don't know why! I didn't really bond with my family while at home but I felt myself missing them so much. I didn't really do much while I was home but I missed the freedom. I like being on my own but I don't like the fact that no one is looking out for me. FOR CRYING OUT LOUD it is my 3rd year! Shouldn't these feeling be gone by now? ugh I don't know. Hopefully the partying will start up so I can get my mind off of these things....

Packing Sucks

One would think that by my Junior year in college I would know how to pack.

On the contrary I have gotten worse.

I have 2 check in bags (both over the weight limit)

I have two monster carry-ons

I am screwed.

My new roommates are going to see someone with far too much shit that they don't want to be sharing a room with.

Sucks for themmmmmmmmmm